2018 vs 2020

yeah...i'm in love.

but with whom??

with the old me.👻

that old me who's 

still so innocent,yet so kind

still obedient,yet so tough

still sleeping,yet listening.

hey me from a draft two,three years ago..

you thought that you miss the old you that was better than what you are now..but the truth is, the painful truth is,

you were always a dissapointment.

there was never an 'innocent you' that was kind.

there was never an obedient you that was tough

there was never a sleeping you that was listening.

you were just oblivious of who you actually are.

i'm sorry but this,,is just part of the truth my dear.